HAIZ.

Another bad news.

Baby kitten yg baru kita adopt mati selepas 4 hari kita amek pastu niari dapat tau one of my eggs yg doc keluarkan is not fertile!

Astargfirllah.

Sedih aku mendengar.

Airmata aku berair tapi selamat aku tak terlalu sebak memandangkan laki aku pon cool jer bila bual ngan doctor.

Lagipon bunyi lain macam bila kita sampai kat clinic, nurse suruh duduk kat waiting room and not changing room, to insert the eggs back again.

Ergh!

UPDATE.

TREATMENT : Round 2.

Early this month aku dah start for our baby wish treatment.

Doctor tua dah tak layan kita lagik and yg doctor handsome tu dah transfer kat tempat lain so yg layan kita doctor pompuan plak but she's ok lah, better than those two. Lebih memahami dan prihatin. Selepas minor surgery to remove aku nyer fibroids, aku start amek nose spray and 2 days ago start enjet perot.

Sakit lah, mana ada sedapnya kalo part2 cocok2 ni kan.

Obat kos kali ni betol2 cobaan. 600€ lebih! anjat giler aku ngan laki!

demi nak anak nak buat camne kan.

aku pon terpaksa berani kan diri lah ngan benda cocok2 atau minor surgery yg akan aku lalui tak lama lagi.

This friday ada appointment.

We will find out how many eggs ...

Hope it's more than 3!

Doa kan ku please.

Update soon:)

Enjoy Thursday.

PS: ELOISE.

DOUBLE HAPPINESS.

Oh, Angie Cromar. When the gyno told you that he heard two heartbeats in your belly, he didn't mean that you were having twins. He meant that your two uteruses were each carrying a child, one week apart.

Yep, Angie has a one-in-five-million condition called didelphys.

 She has two uteri (is that the proper plural? "Ueteruses" sounds wrong).

PS: ONE OF THE LUCKIEST:)

CONGRATS!!

After several failed attempts with in-vitro fertilization, Celine Dion's rep has confirmed that she is pregnant with twins! Hubby Rene Angelil says, "We're ecstatic. Celine is just hoping for a healthy pregnancy. She was hoping for one baby and the news that we are having two is a double blessing."

WOW, so happy your dream is coming true, Ms. Celine!!

Congrats!!

FIBROIDS.

DEFINITION — Fibroids are growths of the uterus, or womb.

Normal anatomy of the female reproductive system

Fibroids may also be found within the muscular wall of the uterus. They are not cancerous or pre-cancerous. They are also called uterine leiomyomas or myomas. They grow from the muscle cells of the uterus and may protrude from the inside or outside surface of the uterus.

CAUSES — Although the exact cause of fibroids is unknown, their growth seems to be related to the hormones estrogen and progesterone. When these hormone levels decline at menopause, many fibroid-related symptoms begin to resolve. However, it is not clear that hormones actually cause the fibroids.

RISK FACTORS — A number of factors influence the risk of developing fibroids. These include:

You can read more {here}.

PS: Ni ke tumbuhannya?

Fibroids are very common. At least 25 percent of women have signs of fibroids that can be detected by a pelvic examination or ultrasound.

ALAHAI.

{mak oii kalo ada bb bechok camni takyah nak on radio! Jgn mlm dia membebel camni sua, tak tido lah nampaknya kitaorg. hahaha.}

So anyway ada Miscommunication rupanya antara aku ngan suami.
Apa lah.

Ok firstly, Alhamdullillah my surgery went well semalam.
Cuma after surgery i felt weak and adoi segugut bisa semacam!

So apa yg salah faham tu kan. Rupanya i don't have cysts!
I just have tumbuhan kulit! Smlm kita tengok tumbuhan tu but bentuknya mcm garisan panjang! Kata doktor normal lah for the skin to grow sbb aku amek hormone spray. Ni lah yg aku fedup, maklumlah semuanya dlm bahasa german bila doktor explain so then bila laki aku translate dah jadi rojak! Aku lagi boleh tanya apa jadi ngan 3 telur tu? Laki aku nengok aku confius! apa seh?!

Mr: I told you no more eggs!
Mrs: Eh when you said that?
Mr: You ah.. that time lah before surgery!
Mrs: huh?! I tot they will take the cysts out and at the same time save/freeze my eggs!
Mr: No lah! No more eggs. They throw!
Mrs: (Hampa dan kecewa seh dengar 'throw' word!) Why throw?
MR: They throw because if they save the eggs also no point, the chances of getting pregnant are zero!
Mrs: (mcm fishy gitu aku dengar!) Now what?
Mr: Now we have to start all over again.
Mrs: ... HUH!!!!! what happen if this skin growns again?!
Mr: I donnoh.

Gr! Honestly kawan, aku dah tak sanggup nak go through all the surgery. Mmg lah aku tak harus give up, tapi memandangkan i have to go thru the pain and needles, it's not damn fun okeh! Kita masih ada 2 chances to try for this baby wish treatment after that aku tatau apa yg tertulis buat kami:x Hope all is good lah. My next appmt will be hari Khamis.

PS: apa lagi yg dia nak cocok!!!!?

SAD.

Attack dogs kill 3-year-old German toddler
By JUERGEN BAETZ, Associated Press Writer
Saturday, May 22, 2010

Four dogs attacked and killed a 3-year-old toddler in eastern Germany and badly injured the girl's great-grandmother, who had tried to rescue the girl, police said on Saturday.

Prosecutors opened an investigation for negligent homicide against the dogs' owner, the girl's aunt, police spokeswoman Jeanette Schwahn-Witzenhausen said.

The girl and her 70-year-old great-grandmother had been visiting the girl's aunt Friday evening in Oldisleben-Sachsenburg in Thuringia state when the Staffordshire bull terriers attacked the girl while she was in the house, police said.

The great-grandmother tried to stop the dogs, each weighing between 65 and 90 pounds (30 to 40 kilograms), but only the aunt rushing in from the garden was able to pull them away, police said.

The girl died on the scene, about a week before her fourth birthday. She lived in the same village and had visited her aunt previously, prosecutor Sandra Bock said, adding that authorities had yet to question the 44-year-old woman.

Veterinarian Gunter Wolf said the dogs had bitten the girl's head "very aggressively" until moments before her death, German news agency DAPD reported from nearby Nordhausen. Wolf said that while the animals' behavior was abnormal, but they did not have rabies.

The dogs were killed by authorities with the aunt's consent, police said.

They were not registered with authorities, as is required in Germany for dogs deemed potentially dangerous, DAPD quoted police officer Michael Becker as saying.

In a similar tragedy less than a month ago in Germany, a Husky killed an 8-week-old baby in Cottbus, in the eastern state of Brandenburg.

PS: Aku paling takut/pantang kalo situan tak ikat anjing dorang dan biarkan si anjing bebas berlari ke sana sini. BINGIT!

URGH???

'Mungkin ada hikmah di sebalik kejadian yg menimpa. Mungkin juga utk menguji tahap keimanan. Mungkin juga balasan dariNya utk perbaiki diri. Aku baru di uji dgn sedikit ujian dariMU. Ya ALLAH tabahkan hatiku dan kuatkan lah imanku....' Amin.

.........

Tidak ku menyangka cysts muncul dlm hidupku lagi. Semalam aku pergi check-up. Bila buat Ultrasound, aku nampak ada beberapa bola kat screen. Aku ingat telor lah..

so bila aku, suami dan doktor berbincang rupa2nya ada berita yg tak ingin aku dan suami dengar. Sebelum kita buat treatment for 1st time mmg aku ada cysts tapi kata doktor benda tu tak merbahaya cuma cycsts boleh muncul dan pergi bila2 masa. Pelik! Doktor tegas menasihatkan kami, lebih baik kita stop this 'baby wish' treatment untuk mengelakkan confusion.

The good news is, aku ada 3 telur yg dorang nak kluarkan skali bila buat 'cysts removal' surgery on 28 Mai. Kalo korang tanya apa jadi ngan telor2 aku tu, dorang akan freezekan. Moga2 telor2 aku selamat lah ditidorkan:) After the surgery kita kena tunggu 1 more month to go ahead with the Baby wish treatment;( LAMANYA!!!!!

PS: no more nose spray and no more enjet perot buat 1 bulan! tatau lah nak hapi ke sedih ke but life has to go on.

APA CYSTS?

Q: What is a simple Ovarian Cyst?
A: Ovarian cysts are sacs filled with fluid or a semisolid material that develops on or within the ovary.

Q: What are the causes of Ovarian Cyst?
A: Typically, ovarian cysts are functional (not disease related) and disappear on their own. During the days preceding ovulation, a follicle grows. At the time of expected ovulation, the follicle fails to rupture and release an egg.

Instead of being reabsorbed, the fluid within the follicle persists and forms a cyst. Functional cysts usually disappear within 60 days without treatment and are relatively common. They occur most often during childbearing years (puberty to menopause), but may occur at any time. No known risk factors have been identified.


Functional ovarian cysts are not to be confused with other disease conditions involving ovarian cysts, specifically benign cysts of different types that must be treated to resolve, true ovarian tumors (including ovarian cancer), or hormonal conditions such as polycystic ovarian disease.

Q: What are the symptoms?
A: -Pelvic pain - constant, dull aching
- Pain with intercurse or pelvic pain during movement Q: What are the signs and tests?
- Pelvic pain shortly after beginning or ending a menstrual period
- Abnormal uterine bleeding (change from normal menstrual pattern)
- Lengthened menstrual cycle
- Shortened menstrual cycle
- Mensuration, absent
- Irregular menstruation
- Abdominal bloating or distention

Note: Often no symptoms are noted.


A: A pelvic examination may reveal an ovarian enlargement or a mass/cyst.
- A serum HCG (pregnancy test) may be done to rule out pregnancy.
- An ultrasound or CT scan may be ordered to detect the cyst(s).
- Blood tests may be ordered:

(Ca-125 -- an ovarian cancer marker that may help to identify cancerous cysts in older women.)
(Hormone levels (such as LH, FSH, estradiol, and testosterone) may be checked to evaluate for associated hormonal conditions.)

Q: What are the treatment options?
A: Functional ovarian cysts typically disappear within 60 days without any treatment. Oral contraceptive pills may be prescribed to help establish normal cycles and decrease the development of functional ovarian cysts.


Ovarian cysts that do not appear to be functional may require surgical removal by laparoscopy or exploratory laparotomy. Surgical removal is often necessary if a cyst is revealed that is larger than 6 centimeters or that persists for longer than 6 weeks.

Other medical treatment may be recommended if other disorders are found to be the cause of ovarian cysts, such as polycystic ovary disease.


Q: What is the prognosis?
A: Functional ovarian cysts usually disappear without any residual problems.



Q: What are the complications?

A: Any ovarian cyst that enlarges or persists longer than 60 days is probably not a functional cyst. A laparoscopy or exploratory laparotomy may be done to rule out other conditions.


Q: What are the preventive measures?

A: If a woman is not seeking pregnancy and develops functional cysts frequently, they can be prevented by taking oral contraceptives, Depo-Provera, or Norplant, all of which prevent follicle formation.

PS: harap yg tak paham apa tu cysts dah tau lah apa tu cysts eh.

SALAH SIAPA?

Budak 4 tahun bercita-cita jadi pencuri dan langgan pelacur.

JAKARTA - Rakyat Indonesia digemparkan dengan satu klip video di laman web YouTube yang menunjukkan seorang budak kecil merokok sambil bercakap lucah, lapor beberapa buah akhbar semalam.

Video selama tiga minit yang dipercayai dirakamkan di kediaman kanak-kanak itu di Jl Nusakambangan No 19 C, Malang, Jawa Timur, dimuat naik pada Ahad lepas dan ditonton sebanyak 1,200 kali sebelum ditarik balik tiga hari kemudian kerana melanggar syarat penggunaan YouTube.

Laman itu menunjukkan seorang budak lelaki berusia sekitar empat tahun dikenali sebagai Sandy W, menghisap sebatang rokok dan menghembus asap berbentuk cincin sambil menjawab soalan daripada beberapa orang dewasa.
 Sandy berkata, dia mahu menjadi seorang pencuri apabila dewasa dan wang yang diperoleh akan digunakan untuk melanggan pelacur di Dolly, sebuah rumah pelacuran popular di Surabaya.

Bapanya, Mulud, 50, menyatakan Sandy mula merokok sejak berusia satu setengah tahun dan budak itu tidak mengendahkan laranganya supaya berhenti merokok.

Sementara itu, kumpulan aktivis hak kanak-kanak mahu polis melakukan siasatan supaya mereka yang bertanggungjawab mengajar perilaku negatif kepada budak itu dihadapkan ke muka pengadilan. - Agensi.

PS: haiz...